Hey up all peeps

I need your advice in what I'm saying here...and I might start ranting off so forgive me if I do...

In school, I have these people come in and "help" me with my work because according to the school system, I have special needs...which I don't
It's come to a point where I need some space to at least do my A-levels because they don't actually help me at all so I said to the person in charge that I don't feel like I need them anymore...big mistake because now I'm being seen as ungrateful and I'm not co-operating with my support assistants.

I just feel that my voice is not being heard by the school about not havin extra support anymore...I actually burst into tears in my form room coz I was so stressed out by everything going on in my life...

They think that there helping me cope with my work and stress but it's just making it all worse for me...so now I'm annoyed not only with the special needs people at my school, I'm now confused about what my career should be...I know I can't be anything with medicine because I have to be an A*-A student which I'm not and now I dunno what else there is for me out there in the world...

I will be posting more stuff soon just so busy with A-level work and life in general..
BTW..I'm starting the 100 theme challenge
001: Introduction
002: Love
003: Light
004: Dark
005: Seeking Solace
006: Break Away
007: Heaven
008: Innocence
009: Drive
010: Breathe Again
011: Memory
012: Insanity
013: Misfortune
014: Smile
015: Silence
016: Questioning
017: Blood
018: Rainbow
019: Gray
020: Fortitude
021: Vacation
022: Mother Nature
023: Cat
024: No Time
025: Trouble Lurking
026: Tears
027: Foreign
028: Sorrow
029: Happiness
030: Under the Rain
031: Flowers
032: Night
033: Expectations
034: Stars
035: Hold My Hand
036: Precious Treasure
037: Eyes
038: Abandoned
039: Dreams
040: Rated
041: Teamwork
042: Standing Still
043: Dying
044: Two Roads
045: Illusion
046: Family
047: Creation
048: Childhood
049: Stripes
050: Breaking the Rules
051: Sport
052: Deep in Thought
053: Keeping a Secret
054: Tower
055: Waiting
056: Danger Ahead
057: Sacrifice
058: Kick in the Head
059: No Way Out
060: Rejection
061: Fairy Tale
062: Magic
063: Do Not Disturb
064: Multitasking
065: Horror
066: Traps
067: Playing the Melody
068: Hero
069: Annoyance
070: 67%
071: Obsession
072: Mischief Managed
073: I Can't
074: Are You Challenging Me?
075: Mirror
076: Broken Pieces
077: Test
078: Drink
079: Starvation
080: Words
081: Pen and Paper
082: Can You Hear Me?
083: Heal
084: Out Cold
085: Spiral
086: Seeing Red
087: Food
088: Pain
089: Through the Fire
090: Triangle
091: Drowning
092: All That I Have
093: Give Up
094: Last Hope
095: Advertisement
096: In the Storm
097: Safety First
098: Puzzle
099: Solitude
100: Relaxation

See you soon!
Emz